some odd reason, when i try to go to bed. My head is flooded with a lot of random thoughts. To the point where i cant sleep because i just lay there thinking. It's so not cool. On the bright side, it actually rained in california today. I was pretty amazed because normally it wont rain till late October or November.  I really miss the rain and thunderstorms. It dosen't thunder here, at least not in the valley. I've actually concidered staying here after my enlistment, but I think i want to live somewhere where the grass is actually green lol.
        So.... I'm going to start dieting again, even tough i hate it soo much. My goal is to atleast reach my weight that i had in 06-07. Hopefully it goes good, i tend to fluctuate hardcore. If it was a rollercoaster it would be a pretty dam scary one haha.

Lately I've been feeling great about life.

its weird, because I'm not as worried about the future. Which is a good thing.

other than that same old, Going to Vans Tour in San Francisco in June, and also seeing the king tut exhibit there too.

so yesterday I tried smoking  djarum black for the first time

and like I'm really not a big smoker but..  they gave me a really chill mellow feel

i loved it. specially when work is hectic its like pushing a restart button.

I'm not going to make a habit of it tough =] , just one of things i was really curious about

im going to the desert in may
i tought i was fine with it, at one point i was looking forward to it.

but when i found out, i got sick to my stomach.

other than that, nuttin much to say

im eatin taco bell at like 12:10am lol